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crap... its Saturday night and YES i drank copious amounts of Vodka... hell it makes me happy it counts OK...screw the calorific value... I'm not supposed to be sad yet... but I started packing my living away from home stuff and had to look at the cupboard full of Marmite to stop looking at hubby and breaking down into tears.... the whole point of this pissing degree was to get out of this crappy council estate and particularly the pretty (sarcasm) ginger bitch a door away (you know who you are!!!) but I already hate living away from home.... I'm putting a brave face on it cos you know I am woman therefore tis all good... (that or I'm a fabulous liar.... we wont go there just now...)

I've been in my job a whole month and they paid me for it (dumb) but I still don't know what the hell I'm doing... uni lied and taught me nothing common sense didn't give me... I'll report Mon/Tues when I am crying my eyes out and have nothing else to do, since tmrw I plan on clinging to the ankles of my hunny / hugging my kids to death / crying intermitatley.... trying to cook beef...

why the hell did I think this was going to be a good idea?

Another year.... another blog

Just in case anyone is bored enough to have hit upon this.... last year I qualified... this year I took my first post as an LD social worker.. I move away from home on Monday 31st Jan and I will be lonely / have too much time on my little hands...

I intend to blog on how it is to be a social worker in the UK in 2011 especially a newly qualified one... follow my learning experiences and my highs and lows... I can't promise drama worthy of an eastenders story line or the tears of (insert something sad here) but I can try to deliver humour and insight into the real side of social work.....